Dreams 2025

 

 1.1.2025  - face recognition software but it does not show the face, only parts of the face scattered around the screen

2.1.2025 -  i repair, I walk in front of apartment

3.1.2025 - characters from movie reflecting the real life, I change shirt, and i see myself in mirror, I look differently and I have black thin arm bracelets on my right hand

4.1.2025 - dark green

5.1.2025 - tasks, unknown people

6.1.2025 - preparing party

7.1.2025 - i took crispies from neighbor

8.1.2025 - trip, small cartoons, dictionary word anal

9.1.2025 - life of neighbor published in public and she doesn't mind everyone to see it and she wants it, grapes in basket hanging above the door and swinging back and forth

10.1.2025 - bus, being in family member home by the beach and I walk and expect the beach and there are swimmers, I step into frozen puddle and I almost drop into it

11.1.2025 - nutcracker on tv, cousin, ex neighbor

12.1.2025 - because it has to be that way

13.1.2025 - neighbor visiting the hut, reading advice in a mag

14.1.2025 - sibling

15.1.2025 - had to leave hotel quickly at midnight but my test books for school were left in the room so I contemplate going back, a woman broadcasting her social media from cam while she is in car driving and she is drunk happy, talks about love them when they trigger you,  then she starts about recipe for cocktail and then she sees her friend and stops to talk to her, then some woman pass by and look at her and she say to her about own boobs being mountain high, after that she drives again and she shows her picture from the date and we understand that she is ecstatic for not being lonely anymore, Me explaining to ex bpd colleague why I never said her about her hurtful behavior that triggered me and that she is like that too, I picked up her bpd traits from her I did not think in that way before I met her and spend time with her

16.1.2025 - me wearing white shoes/sneakers, reward in 3d

17.1.2025 - someone's obligations

18.1.2025 - someone told how it should be done

19.1.2025 - ex neighbor and she brings her pc that I fix it and then gets annoyed why I am not finished with it

20.1.2025 - earthquake shocks while being in the building

21.1.2025 - submerged train and shopping building and new one is planned to be build nearby, there is a party and I have to worry about everything, family member say she was at doctor about symptoms and she is pregnant 

22.1.2025 - sitting on a couch I don't feel relaxed with, at the shopping market place the bill there was a hoax and it was noticed, rush hour crowds and I am in a hurry in the opposite direction from the crowds and I try to walk to the left at the stairs and older woman starts to scream and yell at me that I will step on some older woman's shoes, I was in a hurry to job that I dislike and in the same time I have huge torn holes on my short pants so I hold them together and lower my shirt to cover it all and the shorts don't have belt so the tend to slip and I try to hold it all together

23.1.2025 - ex job, ex colleague who was dismissive and hostile now was friendly and talkative

24.1.2025 - vine neighbor, ex corrupt worker from the cash registry, the job was not passed onto

25.1.2025 - train station

26.1.2025 - rocket above

27.1.2025 - parking and then some car overtakes the spot, ex boss takes me through some transcendent portal to a beach

28.1.2025 - ex colleague

29.1.2025 - narrow street and there is traffic jam and I want to turn left, the car break is not working immediately and it hesitates to respond, driving on a highway very fast while I use small wheel as command driving with it 

30.1.2025 - ex boss, leaking ceiling and there is no room to hide from drops

31.1.2025 - ex boss, marketing presentation of the cosmetics products, there are free parking places in a busy part of time near the presentation near high-rise apartments, after the presentation I walk by the drug users and street hoodlums, I bought the candle holder and I put it in a plastic bag and find it important that it is covered and not seen hanging out from the bag

1.2.2025 - I am at the top of a castle with some unknown person and we enjoy the view, I can see the castle from the distance as if I am third person watching the castle, then there are bar stools on the top and we need to hop on each chair to reach to the other side of the roof, and I see from the distance other people climbing up the roof and descending, then I am at a beach or river bend shore and I want to leave animals to set them free there, there is some kid bully at the shore

2.2.2025 - hanging out with an unknown person

3.2.2025 - evacuation from a town and I watch some of family members driving away in a car and I yell behind

4.2.2025 - *-*

5.2.2025 - neighbor, shopping

6.2.2025 - *-*

7.2.2025 - programming my mood by watching a video, little tooth spring up  above other teeth on both side is one, ex colleague being dismissive and ignoring me, ex job, I have exams soon but I didn't study 

8.2.2025 - cat escapes out

9.2.2025 - realization that everything is connected to one central point 

10.2.2025 - calculating bank score, higher number the better, mine was 42, choosing protection for car, driving in a small village in woods, I had to take a day off to participate at birthday party but I refused to ask for a free day 

11.2.2025 - two mice, scanning tv stations

12.2.2025  - hate when we can't talk freely, ex boss puts sudden test i didn't study for, i close huge windows, on roof with mates, storm seen from the roof as dark clouds forming and going away, there is no fence at the ledge so i dislike it, i interact without social anxiety 

13.2.2025 - eastern town, flame on skyscraper, crime story

14.2.2025 - train to a scenery island, storm outside, we get stuck at the station due to storm and decide to explore the upper flours, female train guard storms into the room and she calms down when I start to talk to her, I talked myself out of trouble

15.2.2025 - billboard radio live 

16.2.2025 - someone wins award

17.2.2025 - *-* 

18.2.2025 - findings faults in report, aunt

19.2.2025 - being at the rooftop, there is a plan to turn one portion into barber shop with a nice panoramic view, ex colleague 

20.2.2025 - new job, talking to someone and she is overweight

21.2.2025 - talking to a sailing team how trump is crazy 

22.2.2025 - newspapers

23.2.2025 - i am not being ready for the test in geography 

24.2.2025 - elon musk hiding himself in a cupboard and don't want to come out, crowds

25.2.2025 - report about numbers, wc toilette having small extensions and it needs to be cleansed, repairing computer to a teen 

26.2.2025  - lost key card for hotel, removing face from video, walking in a gallery while i am outside without key to my room

27.2.2025 - elevator door in my apartment, and I try to close it by turning the round knob many times but then it stops driving at all so neighbors are complaining about the blockage, train crowds, gallery in the small town, there is a visit by two old ladies and indecent exposure but we pretend we do not see it But I try to warn 

28.2.2025 - at the train station

1.3.2025 - *-* 

2.3.2025 - abuser wants to control others to behave as he wants them to behave, watching neighbor, lesson about trump, being late to train for class, commenting the name of the movie

3.3.2025 - trip with celebrities and ex colleague, made as movie 

4.3.2025 - recovery is needed, plant being plucked out of garden with its root, ex neighbor going out, making love

5.3.2025 - ordering drinks, going out of the train and my stuff are left in the train like backpack and shirts

6.3.2025 - ex high school mates 

7.3.2025 - hut

8.3.2025 - bad dream in dream 

9.3.2025 - choose calm response, conference

10.3.2025 - a coin, statue of liberty seen in the distance from the traffic stop in the city, wedding taking place in an apartment, I try to collect scattered chocolate cookies with small bowls, hanging with 3 guys in a rented place with one big room wide window with curtain 

11.3.2025 - political arguing, high school reunion planned, i search for toilette to have privacy but there are no doors

12.3.2025 - I look for the parking place near unloading 

13.3.2025 - looking for location of my hotel

14.3.2025 - ex neighbor, I am in ex high school teacher's apartment and the maid comes in  from the closet and I have to go to toilet, watching the country road at the bank of river and the tractor drives off to the river

15.3.2025 - *-* 

16.3.2025 - ex colleague wants me, I oversleep the train and the next one will arrive at 10am, dripping droplets from a ceiling

17.3.2025 - on task, wide road to the beach and I remember how in the past it was narrow unpaved road

18.3.2025 - taking a professional photo for postcard by adding silver sparkle to the material for photo shoot

19.3.2025 - took haircut which looked amazing, ended as mafia driver because I am calm 

20.3.2025 - ex colleague and her birthday

21.3.2025 - having no ticket for tram ride so I don't take the ride 

22.3.2025 - I have a long hair and I wonder how I hide it so it doesn't get in my way when there is gym class in school

23.3.2025 - train travel, arguing with controller 

24.3.2025 - struggle

25.3.2025 - I skid on icy path, I pass grandma house and I see a car parked outside, and I wonder should I go inside because there are people there, I go in and meet relatives walking out of the house and I talk to them 

26.3.2025 - I clean a car, I wait for signatures in the grammar school building turned into office, there is ex grammar school mate working as a secretary

27.3.2025 - talking to old lady that she don't eat eggshells 

28.3.2025 - *-*

29.3.2025 - falsely accused, empty building 

30.3.2025 - going to church mass for dead only to get cake, I am with two more people and we crack jokes

31.3.2025 - Hotel in the 1950s or 60s massive tourism 

1.4.2025 - pool, ex colleague as partner on sea side vacation, there is water in public toilette room, two guys enter in and I eavesdrop on their conversation, one of them leaves envelope and leave and then I read the name on it

2.4.2025 - unknown town, neighbors se I am new, plates 

3.4.2025 - new people, obligations

4.4.2025 - foreign grave, I explain to documentary, there is plane chase above the avenues/highways of Moscow, make low fight above the cars

5.4.2025 - waiting in a queue, driving, relative, meeting in a square, relatives stand in circle on a rotunda with painted poses which start to move when is turning around in rotation, i hang on a rope and try to fly, there are houses with flooded flat roof

6.4.2025 - chased by japanese in 80s clothes 

7.4.2025 - lesson learned

8.4.2025 - angry person seeking me 

9.4.2025 - me alone in a hut and I go outside to a ground cemented well where I turn off the valve on it

10.4.2025 - fire outside stadium and I go inside and there is fire sporadic on the field and it intensifies 

11.4.2025 - apartment, entrance to the building and there are working operations around, I need to measure something but someone has taken a cable, I was suppose to tell him to move away but he already was gone, and I done it, when I was coming to the building I jumped the path in one giant leap

12.4.2025 - riding on train and i realize my ticket was not bought and I ask why - and then I try to get on the next station but the controller comes  

13.4.2025 - I acquired coaxial cable to change the old one which now will be directly connected

14.4.2025 - I seek rent apartment on an island, in another city, I watch the scenery cliffs and beach, someone buying a ticket at multiple check out cashier points and I am helping 

15.4.2025 - I promised 5382 times to help someone and then leave without becoming friends

16.4.2025 - noisy neighbor, ex colleague and I go through his music file on computer and screen is displayed on gigantic led tv

17.4.2025 - I make a questionnaire for everyone and I clean it up in advance, they can't be changed, we are in a church that is like supermarket and there are box containers inside and there is a bread inside stacked like in shopping store and there are crowds inside standing in small groups around the place, and mom touches the bread to see if it is fresh and I tell her to stop embarrassing me in a joking manner

18.4.2025 - I'm in high school Spanish class and there is my english high school teacher she asks each student something in spanish and when it is my turn i ask her in broken spanish if spanish speaker would understand me if i use italian words when i do not know spanish one, how similar are spanish and italian and as i ask it fear and social anxiety is gone as others are amused by my question

19.4.2025 - I drive a car in a city and I know streets where to avoid crowds, I meet colleague students and we get along 

20.4.2025 - I need to pee and I want to go to neighbor front cabin but I see they are there so I don't go

21.4.2025 - to take test 

22.4.2025 - in high school trying to fit in with group who are not friendly, going to storage to pee but I get interrupted

23.4.2025 - high school. being late for class 

24.4.2025 - i find paper money on random places in front of lidl store and i pick it all up, some people think being genuine and authentic means being jerk, ex colleague secretary

25.4.2025 - being chased 

26.4.2025 - me as a game character

27.4.2025 - ex colleague will drive me to the class so that I am not late 

28.4.2025 - being in army uniform and being in country being treated as enemy, preparing for army camping

29.4.2025 - walk of fame boardwalk, distant relative working as a bartender and I order cappuccino

30.4.2025 - I caught spider and release it outside, tech support comes to fix appliances, ex colleague

1.5.2025 - *-* 

2.5.2025 - mrs garreth from sitcom is on qvc channel

3.5.2025 - ex colleague who was bodybuilder, he is using my desk and it is now full of his trinklets and I bit my tongue not to hurt his feelings that I would have to clean it up 

4.5.2025 - i found radio station crnomelj and there is song by Billie Eilish, crowdy city street, I wonder around the town and there is one woman with white creme spot on her face near her lips and she trips over next to me, I go to meet acquaintances to eat food in restaurant

5.4.2025 - fighter airplane malfunctions in the air and slowly glides onto the sea 

6.5.2025 - pipe, grandma waiting for ID being made for her

7.5.2025 -  talking to ex neighbor who in real life always avoided and ignored me

8.5.2025 - preparing to go to special high school class which is always postponed 

9.5.2025 - I seek room for rent, I try different rooms in the same time, I end up with older ex colleague and she sleeps with lights on and wakes up in the middle of night as if she is fighting someone in her sleep

10.5.2025 - I got notification that I'm freed from paying for driving license, two dogs enter into the hut, the parking lot outside of the apartment is being renovated and now it has big rotating reflectors similar to lighthouse lamp instead of street lamps 

11.5.2025 - apartment pipes changed

12.5.2025 - being able to see into the past and i see the street in the capital city in 1940, the main road is unpaved and there are more trees than later 

13.5.2025 - foreign mission, down in the woods

14.5.2025 - ex job ex colleagues ex boss, several tasks 

15.5.2025 - train ride, an unknown woman passenger is being annoyed and criticizes me for trying to get onboard

16.5.2025 - I come across the desk marketing in the street and there are catalogues and 10 euro if you join in come sect cult. I like the catalogues and I want to get the catalogue but I do not want to admit that obsession - so I join the cult get the money - even though I already joined before. As I walk away the man is calling me that I already have joined - and now I appear as if I am here only for the money being embarrassed 

17.5.2025 - bette midler wants to investigate me and she tells me that I put my hand over her breasts as a hug and I give her a hint that I really liked her movies films from 1970s to give her a hint I do not have a desire to touch

18.5.2025 - preparing wedding cake but there is not enough time to do it so I have to go to candy store to buy it 

19.5.2025 - not enough parking at building I did as miniature building

20.5.2025 - driving a car on wide avenue with multiple tracks and at the crossroad there is forbidden to go forward since the avenue on the other side is one-way only, there is celebration with outer family members, I pet the neighbor's cat who is usually always running away from me, parking in front of the apartment, I drive on sidewalk and park near the market store 

21.5.2025 - chase, I want to listen to the radio but others don't care

22.5.2025 - *-* 

23.5.2025 - what is at the root, preparing for plane return trip

24.5.2025 - huge construction in a shape of round barrow being torn apart, putin comes to watch iptv but I select channels that won't offend him with truth 

25.5.2025 - I don't want to give interview because I know it is fake, being in a foreign country there is apartment building similar to my hometown and I am amazed how there are similarities between

26.5.2025 - ex boss, ex colleague telling me that I talk differently depending with whom I am talking 

27.5.2025 - explaining

28.5.2025 - traffic light, i buy monthly pass card for train and it has wrong station destination 

29.5.2025 - *-* 

30.5.2025 - dealing 

31.5.2025 - looking a picture, dripping water from a radio set and I turn the valve to stop water 

1.6.2025 - criticism, ex school colleague 

2.6.2025 - ex colleague, ex job 

3.6.2025 - I leave my jacket on a train so I come back inside it quickly and I can't find it 

4.6.2025 - I am making breakfast for the relatives before the celebration, ex colleague 

5.6.2025 - rain flooding the streets and it comes up to the apartment, there is glass wall and water rises up to it and small puddle of waters enters the room, distant relative from Germany 

6.6.2025 - insects like ants trapped in a gel fruit cake along with raspberry 

7.6.2025 - whoopy goldberg telling me I have misaligned trajectory of movement, mobbing done to other employees at unknown job and I observe it

8.6.2025 - information on internet, testing Sam Vaknin video message about anger and shame connection and getting rid of the same coin 

9.6.2025 - internet at the aunt, ex colleague secretary, usb stick was taken, ex cat 

10.6.2025 - cheater has another date ready, calculating 84 + 76 

11.6.2025 - relatives at granma telling it is not place for them, nun, rude nazi jokes 

12.6.2025 - driving around some huge campus in the woods and I can't find the end place, aunt is with the bicycle and we try to agree where to pick her up 

13.6.2025 - *-* 

14.6.2025  - learning someone's social cues 

15.6.2025 - told to take key for someone's apartment 

16.6.2025  - job, cleaning the tube fast 

17.6.2025 - public 

18.6.2025 - interrupted, forgot about 2 kitties at the attic

19.6.2025 - class, quince fruit, carrot grilled and it bounced and then disappears under heat 

20.6.2025 - doctor, test, crows stuck in a net at window