Dreams 2025

 

 1.1.2025  - face recognition software but it does not show the face, only parts of the face scattered around the screen

2.1.2025 -  i repair, I walk in front of apartment

3.1.2025 - characters from movie reflecting the real life, I change shirt, and i see myself in mirror, I look differently and I have black thin arm bracelets on my right hand

4.1.2025 - dark green

5.1.2025 - tasks, unknown people

6.1.2025 - preparing party

7.1.2025 - i took crispies from neighbor

8.1.2025 - trip, small cartoons, dictionary word anal

9.1.2025 - life of neighbor published in public and she doesn't mind everyone to see it and she wants it, grapes in basket hanging above the door and swinging back and forth

10.1.2025 - bus, being in family member home by the beach and I walk and expect the beach and there are swimmers, I step into frozen puddle and I almost drop into it

11.1.2025 - nutcracker on tv, cousin, ex neighbor

12.1.2025 - because it has to be that way

13.1.2025 - neighbor visiting the hut, reading advice in a mag

14.1.2025 - sibling

15.1.2025 - had to leave hotel quickly at midnight but my test books for school were left in the room so I contemplate going back, a woman broadcasting her social media from cam while she is in car driving and she is drunk happy, talks about love them when they trigger you,  then she starts about recipe for cocktail and then she sees her friend and stops to talk to her, then some woman pass by and look at her and she say to her about own boobs being mountain high, after that she drives again and she shows her picture from the date and we understand that she is ecstatic for not being lonely anymore, Me explaining to ex bpd colleague why I never said her about her hurtful behavior that triggered me and that she is like that too, I picked up her bpd traits from her I did not think in that way before I met her and spend time with her

16.1.2025 - me wearing white shoes/sneakers, reward in 3d

17.1.2025 - someone's obligations

18.1.2025 - someone told how it should be done

19.1.2025 - ex neighbor and she brings her pc that I fix it and then gets annoyed why I am not finished with it

20.1.2025 - earthquake shocks while being in the building

21.1.2025 - submerged train and shopping building and new one is planned to be build nearby, there is a party and I have to worry about everything, family member say she was at doctor about symptoms and she is pregnant 

22.1.2025 - sitting on a couch I don't feel relaxed with, at the shopping market place the bill there was a hoax and it was noticed, rush hour crowds and I am in a hurry in the opposite direction from the crowds and I try to walk to the left at the stairs and older woman starts to scream and yell at me that I will step on some older woman's shoes, I was in a hurry to job that I dislike and in the same time I have huge torn holes on my short pants so I hold them together and lower my shirt to cover it all and the shorts don't have belt so the tend to slip and I try to hold it all together

23.1.2025 - ex job, ex colleague who was dismissive and hostile now was friendly and talkative

24.1.2025 - vine neighbor, ex corrupt worker from the cash registry, the job was not passed onto

25.1.2025 - train station

26.1.2025 - rocket above

27.1.2025 - parking and then some car overtakes the spot, ex boss takes me through some transcendent portal to a beach

28.1.2025 - ex colleague

29.1.2025 - narrow street and there is traffic jam and I want to turn left, the car break is not working immediately and it hesitates to respond, driving on a highway very fast while I use small wheel as command driving with it 

30.1.2025 - ex boss, leaking ceiling and there is no room to hide from drops

31.1.2025 - ex boss, marketing presentation of the cosmetics products, there are free parking places in a busy part of time near the presentation near high-rise apartments, after the presentation I walk by the drug users and street hoodlums, I bought the candle holder and I put it in a plastic bag and find it important that it is covered and not seen hanging out from the bag

1.2.2025 - I am at the top of a castle with some unknown person and we enjoy the view, I can see the castle from the distance as if I am third person watching the castle, then there are bar stools on the top and we need to hop on each chair to reach to the other side of the roof, and I see from the distance other people climbing up the roof and descending, then I am at a beach or river bend shore and I want to leave animals to set them free there, there is some kid bully at the shore

2.2.2025 - hanging out with an unknown person

3.2.2025 - evacuation from a town and I watch some of family members driving away in a car and I yell behind

4.2.2025 - *-*

5.2.2025 - neighbor, shopping

6.2.2025 - *-*

7.2.2025 - programming my mood by watching a video, little tooth spring up  above other teeth on both side is one, ex colleague being dismissive and ignoring me, ex job, I have exams soon but I didn't study 

8.2.2025 - cat escapes out

9.2.2025 - realization that everything is connected to one central point 

10.2.2025 - calculating bank score, higher number the better, mine was 42, choosing protection for car, driving in a small village in woods, I had to take a day off to participate at birthday party but I refused to ask for a free day 

11.2.2025 - two mice, scanning tv stations

12.2.2025  - hate when we can't talk freely, ex boss puts sudden test i didn't study for, i close huge windows, on roof with mates, storm seen from the roof as dark clouds forming and going away, there is no fence at the ledge so i dislike it, i interact without social anxiety 

13.2.2025 - eastern town, flame on skyscraper, crime story

14.2.2025 - train to a scenery island, storm outside, we get stuck at the station due to storm and decide to explore the upper flours, female train guard storms into the room and she calms down when I start to talk to her, I talked myself out of trouble

15.2.2025 - billboard radio live 

16.2.2025 - someone wins award

17.2.2025 - *-* 

18.2.2025 - findings faults in report, aunt

19.2.2025 - being at the rooftop, there is a plan to turn one portion into barber shop with a nice panoramic view, ex colleague 

20.2.2025 - new job, talking to someone and she is overweight

21.2.2025 - talking to a sailing team how trump is crazy 

22.2.2025 - newspapers

23.2.2025 - i am not being ready for the test in geography 

24.2.2025 - elon musk hiding himself in a cupboard and don't want to come out, crowds

25.2.2025 - report about numbers, wc toilette having small extensions and it needs to be cleansed, repairing computer to a teen 

26.2.2025  - lost key card for hotel, removing face from video, walking in a gallery while i am outside without key to my room

27.2.2025 - elevator door in my apartment, and I try to close it by turning the round knob many times but then it stops driving at all so neighbors are complaining about the blockage, train crowds, gallery in the small town, there is a visit by two old ladies and indecent exposure but we pretend we do not see it But I try to warn 

28.2.2025 - at the train station

1.3.2025 - *-* 

2.3.2025 - abuser wants to control others to behave as he wants them to behave, watching neighbor, lesson about trump, being late to train for class, commenting the name of the movie

3.3.2025 - trip with celebrities and ex colleague, made as movie 

4.3.2025 - recovery is needed, plant being plucked out of garden with its root, ex neighbor going out, making love

5.3.2025 - ordering drinks, going out of the train and my stuff are left in the train like backpack and shirts

6.3.2025 - ex high school mates 

7.3.2025 - hut

8.3.2025 - bad dream in dream 

9.3.2025 - choose calm response, conference

10.3.2025 - a coin, statue of liberty seen in the distance from the traffic stop in the city, wedding taking place in an apartment, I try to collect scattered chocolate cookies with small bowls, hanging with 3 guys in a rented place with one big room wide window with curtain 

11.3.2025 - political arguing, high school reunion planned, i search for toilette to have privacy but there are no doors

12.3.2025 - I look for the parking place near unloading 

13.3.2025 - looking for location of my hotel

14.3.2025 - ex neighbor, I am in ex high school teacher's apartment and the maid comes in  from the closet and I have to go to toilet, watching the country road at the bank of river and the tractor drives off to the river

15.3.2025 - *-* 

16.3.2025 - ex colleague wants me, I oversleep the train and the next one will arrive at 10am, dripping droplets from a ceiling

17.3.2025 - on task, wide road to the beach and I remember how in the past it was narrow unpaved road

18.3.2025 - taking a professional photo for postcard by adding silver sparkle to the material for photo shoot

19.3.2025 - took haircut which looked amazing, ended as mafia driver because I am calm 

20.3.2025 - ex colleague and her birthday

21.3.2025 - having no ticket for tram ride so I don't take the ride 

22.3.2025 - I have a long hair and I wonder how I hide it so it doesn't get in my way when there is gym class in school

23.3.2025 - train travel, arguing with controller 

24.3.2025 - struggle

25.3.2025 - I skid on icy path, I pass grandma house and I see a car parked outside, and I wonder should I go inside because there are people there, I go in and meet relatives walking out of the house and I talk to them 

26.3.2025 - I clean a car, I wait for signatures in the grammar school building turned into office, there is ex grammar school mate working as a secretary

27.3.2025 - talking to old lady that she don't eat eggshells 

28.3.2025 - *-*

29.3.2025 - falsely accused, empty building 

30.3.2025 - going to church mass for dead only to get cake, I am with two more people and we crack jokes

31.3.2025 - Hotel in the 1950s or 60s massive tourism 

1.4.2025 - pool, ex colleague as partner on sea side vacation, there is water in public toilette room, two guys enter in and I eavesdrop on their conversation, one of them leaves envelope and leave and then I read the name on it

2.4.2025 - unknown town, neighbors se I am new, plates 

3.4.2025 - new people, obligations

4.4.2025 - foreign grave, I explain to documentary, there is plane chase above the avenues/highways of Moscow, make low fight above the cars

5.4.2025 - waiting in a queue, driving, relative, meeting in a square, relatives stand in circle on a rotunda with painted poses which start to move when is turning around in rotation, i hang on a rope and try to fly, there are houses with flooded flat roof

6.4.2025 - chased by japanese in 80s clothes 

7.4.2025 - lesson learned

8.4.2025 - angry person seeking me 

9.4.2025 - me alone in a hut and I go outside to a ground cemented well where I turn off the valve on it

10.4.2025 - fire outside stadium and I go inside and there is fire sporadic on the field and it intensifies