February 2021 Twitter

 Feb 2 2021
Negative voice doesn't want to hurt you, it comes from pain from wound. We want to clean wound, we don't want to stop negative voice, we want to use it as signal to clean this wound.
YT Becoming Great

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Feb 3 2021
You're good at thinking - this is how you build rat wheel. You want to solve uncertainty. Brain gives you another uncertainty. Brain will increase in severity and complexity, that is unable to solve.
YT Mark Freeman

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You have to start by changing how you think about little uncertainties you think every day. Brain is very rational and logical - it spend more time and energy on uncertainties. It never occurred to me this is not the only way to think.

YT Mark Freeman

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Curb the urge to counsel others all the time. Often people who feel compelled to advise and counsel others are needy and insecure. Advising others makes them feel in charge and boosts their self esteem.

YT Insight
Tips to Help You Overcome Codependency

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I am medium and work hands for this mysterious force that inhabits them. My hand serves the mysterious person that lives in me and that I don't know.
Jean Cocteau speaks to the year 2000 (1962)

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When you are adult you have to parent yourself, you will never going to feel like doing things you need to do in order to have what you want. No one is coming to push you, it is up to you.
MEL ROBBINS

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Idiom "pick (one's) brain(s)" means:
To ask one questions in order to obtain detailed information or advice.

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Feb 4 2021
Wanting cooperation - a lot of people minds don't work that way, they don't want cooperate, a lot of people want to hold grudges and be annoyed by other people.
YT Dirk's Life Advice

What gets measured, gets improved.
Track everything. You write down and track everything you want to accomplish, workout session, practicing, weight.
YT Order of Man

Feb 5 2021
When someone says 'Face your fears' they are not understanding you are sensitized, therefore you have a lot of irrational fears. Let's focus on not fighting thoughts and feelings and see if we have any of these fears once you heal.
YT  Vacate Fear

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Feb 6 2021
Orson found a perfect location to depict Kafkaesque anxiety on film: Zagreb, Croatia.

The Trial (1962) a film directed by Orson Welles with Anthony Perkins, Romy Schneider. Based on Der Prozeß (1925), a novel by Franz Kafka.

 

 

Nelson's (always missed) father appears as a soccer coach solely in The Simpsons Season 4 Episode 14.
 

Feb 7 2021

'The so-called super flu does not exists.'
Stephen King's THE STAND (1994)

* Trump tried this cover up in real life, one year ago.

Feb 9 2021
Arab Mission to Mars live over You tube.

Feb 10 2021

So they create a simulation of Earth as it had been, and try to hide the truth. However, if he were to spend too much time outside of his house, he would figure out that the world he lives in is a fake.
anime Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 02

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The Subject must disclose all feelings including but not limited to; distress, conflict, complaints, negative thoughts etc regarding hikikomori recovery procedures.
anime Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 02

A man won't be able to change unless he faces reality!
anime Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 03

That space and time and thought aren't the separate things they appear to be?
STAR TREK The Next Generation S1E6

Feb 11 2021

Wash that gray right outta your hair.

Whose life is it anyway?

Everyone carries with them a range of flaws and failings that show up, horribly, on close inspection. You will to a significant extent be ruining the life of anyone you get together with long-term.

Why You'll Never Find the Right Person

Feb 12 2021

Now you're going to be fine. With a little training, you'll be able to get out into that big world out there!
anime Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 05

hikikomori can arise from incompatibility with one's environment. It's a type of mental problem, caused by an inability to function in society. That is why it is important to know how to come to terms with society.
anime Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 05

Feb 13 2021

'The love goddess of the world' created out of nightgowns and publicity releases. You ought to know how fake it is. I'm just an ordinary woman with the same ordinary fears and problems.
film HARLOW (1965)

- Something wrong with her?
- There's something wrong with all of us, sweetheart. Just takes awhile for each of us to find out what it is.
film HARLOW (1965)

They think that other people think they're stupid or look down on them. They just can't help thinking that way. So, the fundamental problem is how to have confidence in yourself.
You just have to regard those around you as being worse than you are!
anime Welcome to the N.H.K!

You just look down on them. But you can never let the other person know about it, because they'll get angry with you. Even you'd be upset if I called you garbage, or told you that you suck, or that you're failure as a human to your face, wouldn't you? So I don't tell you.
(NHK)

Feb 15 2021

YT comment 6 guidelines of life
When you are...

 

Successful people have said that people who embarrass themselves early on, they go fear and they start acting their self interest. Caring what people thinks this drives to people pleasing. We're attaching our self worth to opinions of others.
Magnus Davies

 

Feb 16 2021
Nobody makes us watch. Persuasion without coercion. Who could have predicted that a free people would voluntarily spend one fifth of their lives sitting in front of a box with pictures? Fifteen years sitting in prison is punishment.
film LOOKER (1981)

Television can control public opinion more effectively than armies of secret police because television is entirely voluntary. The American government forces our children to attend school. But nobody forces them to watch TV.
film LOOKER (1981)

Feb 17 2021

Totalitarian regimes use shame and humiliation in effort to maintain control over their subject population. Shame exist as social mechanism that regulates people's behavior so they match those of the group.
YT Psycho.Logical

Narcissists shame others because they claim, some even believe they have the right to judge others because of their superior sense of morality and self-righteousness.
They can't win argument on pure logic because they know their intentions are malicious.

When you find yourself being shamed never defend yourself. You'd play right into the shamer's hands. Instead, eliminate toxic shaming people in your life - move out, relocate to another city if you have to. Just keep them away from you.
YT Psycho.Logical

If you can't get rid of them, use shame in language back on them. Call them out and shame them for using shaming language.

Shaming Tactics - Toxic Shame (Dark Psychology)
YT Psycho.Logical

Feb 19 2021

Neuroscientists tell us that you only have about 20 minutes to make an emotional conversation change directions; after that, you and the other person will be locked into a neurologically based pattern that only has the possibility of shifting after a period of separation.

 If someone is nasty to me, all your negative impression about yourself become active in that moment. We have to intercept it, start sending blessings to person. It neutralizes negativity you absorbed.

How to Deal With Rude People

 

 Radio 538 at 5:38

 Feb 20 2021

I'm still thinking that one day, suddenly, an amazing surprise will occur and everything will start going smoothly.
Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 19

I realize it's no good to keep living as I am, but I still want to. The truth is, I already understand what I should do now, and what it would take to make my life go well.
Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 19

Feb 21 2021

I could blame all the bad things on God! And then I could be assured that things aren't my fault.
anime Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 22

 

 

Feb 22 2021

Human beings don't want to admit that they're worthless. So they're constantly seeking someone more worthless than themselves. That's also why the Internet is overflowing with insults to others.
Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 23

 

People who couldn't find anyone more worthless than themselves around brand somebody they've never met a worthless human being, because they want to believe they're better than someone.
Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 23

 Don't you think that if, instead, one would just acknowledge that one is a worthless human being, it might make things easier? Let's just admit it.
anime Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 23

 

Feb 23 2021

You're not bad, not even a little. There are other people who are bad, other people who have made you suffer. So, it means there exists a source of that evil. They're not your fault.
anime Welcome to the N.H.K! - Episode 24

 

Feb 24 2021

Daytime Moon at 2pm.

 

 

Feb 25 2021

We are living in a computer-programmed reality, and the only clue we have to it is when some variable is changed, and some alteration in reality occurs.
Philip K. Dick

 

 

 

 Team of physicists at the University of Washington announced that there is a potential test to seen if we actually live in The Lattice. It'd be the first such observation for scientifically hypothesized evidence of intelligent design behind the cosmos.

https://web.archive.org/web/20130114225549/http://news.discovery.com/space/are-we-living-in-a-computer-simulation-2-121216.htm 

 Snowdrops and daffodils.

 

People never experience an unchanging inner core, and that their ideas about that core are derived from a quite natural tendency to understand themselves through their desires and attachments.
ENCYCLOPEDIA OF BUDDHISM, Robert Buswell

 

What we take to be the true inner core of a human being is actually illusory process of constant change.
ENCYCLOPEDIA OF BUDDHISM, Robert Buswell

 

Toxic people need to survive: your attention, reaction, low self esteem.
Toxic people fear the most: your silence, your indifference.
YT Sun88 Road

 

 'Smooth seas do not make skillful sailors.'

Your thoughts lie to you, you shouldn't always believe what you think.
Negative thoughts are not true. We don't always realize this.
YT Authentic Self Growth

Being offensive is an offence.
Be offended VS Choose inner peace

 

 Feb 26 2021
Quick sketch

 

 This is the only dog that doesn't scare him.

 

"In Lord of the Flies, Golding is conveying the message that humans must have rules, authority and government in order to maintain a safe environment. Left to their own, with freedom from discipline, rules, and governmental regulations, tribal warriors return to animal instincts"

 

- The shield that protected your world is also weakening it.
- The very thing which has given us this wonderful world is what caused this tragedy.
Star Trek: The Next Generation: Season 1, Episode 17

 Your Custodian has controlled you so completely, you've lost even the desire to question it.
Star Trek: The Next Generation: Season 1, Episode 17

 

Feb 27 2021

- For God's sake, why did that! You know what you did? You just masturbate to all of Paris!
- Not me. Was the faun.
film Nijinsky (1980)

 

 

Feb 28 2021

There are things in your destiny that can only happen with the dirt. If you were not buried you so to speak you would never see what is in your seed. You can keep seed on shelf, that is nice, comfortable but that seed would never become what it was created to be.
JOEL OSTEEN
 

Art is a thing that evolves. Art is a thing that gets better over time. It ages like a good wine.

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January 2021 Twitter

1.1.2021
Don't dream it, be it.

The Rocky Horror Picture Show (1975)


As men we're not built to be isolated to be alone. This isn't in our DNA, we're not built to live for ourselves. Elijah Long said it best your natural biological destiny as a man is to look after others. Our purpose is to shift.
Dre Drexler

New Year's treat for French and Saunders fans;

BBC Radio 4: Whatever Happened to Baby Jane Austen?
Dawn French and Jennifer Saunders star in a comedy special by Veep writer David


5.1.2021
Do you want to live life of being coward where your fears and insecurities will dictate everything you do or life of excitement and self discovery where you face your fears head on.
A life without deep pain is life without deep meaning.
Mitch Manly

It was Freud's simple but brilliant insight that our conscience is formed out of the residue of the voices of our parents. Usually we have no clue; We can't draw a distinction between the fierce inner critic and any other part of us.
The School of Life

8.1.2021
They ceaselessly test to see what they can get away with. Whenever they do something wrong tell them in their face and don't be afraid of them. Do not mind reaction they give you. The point is to let them know that you know what they're doing.

Boundaries

Most people approach topics with fun and playful attitude, but vampires search way for negativity. They want to bring everyone down. Constantly negative – spiritual vampires, they suck energy from every situation, bring entire room down.
YT TopThink

Deep down most people are decent. Capacity for cooperation is true superpower. Human beings have evolved to cooperate.
Are humans evil? Rutger Bregman on 'veneer theory'
YT Big Think

Boundaries are not wall around your heart, they are path to self respect. I choose self love and self respect over what you think of me,or possibility of disappointing you. We are not generous and kind to people who are walking all over us.
K Clarkson Show

Build BIG ARMS AT HOME With NO Equipment Tone, Size, and Strength
YT Professor Gains
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRzS2-IG6o8


But I don't really care how bad it hurts
When you broke me first
You broke me first

Tate McRae - you broke me first

Having negative attitude doesn't really accomplish anything. It makes you and people around you more miserable and it ruins whatever experience you are having.

How a negative attitude ruins your life
YT Case of Keshav

9.1.2021
When we panic we are often inclined to act unintelligently and in ways that make things worse. Or overlook things that need to be done. That's why it's essential to keep calm in the face of adversity.
YT Einzelgänger

Earth is spinning faster.
"It could mean a "negative" leap second."
"the planet's rotation varies slightly all the time, driven by variations in atmospheric pressure, winds, ocean currents and the movement of the core"
https://www.space.com/earth-spinning-faster-negative-leap-second.html?utm_source=notification

Some experiences paralyze us with guilt or make us hide in shame. Way to move forward – accepting things as it is.
YT Einzelgänger

Your expectations can contribute to your success.

The Pygmalion Effect: The Psychology of Success
YT TopThink

10.1.2021
When you don't know how to react; React cool and calm in situation. You got to do what you intended to do originally anyway. I'm not disrespecting you, I got stuff to do.
YT MONKMODE

Stumbled upon alternative Christmas movie to "It's a Wonderful Life" (1946), it is less known yet unlike 'Wonderful life', this was Oscar winner & uncomfortably real;
"A Tree Grows in Brooklyn" from 1945.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FMYoKfgAKk&t=3s


11.1.2021
Snow day.


12.1.2021
Cozy winter scenes from '80s horror The Boogens (1981).

All cruelty springs from weakness.
Lucius Annaeus Seneca


13.1.2021
If I get upset that means he was able to control me. If somebody can do something and make me upset, they want to control me.

How to overcome the fear of confrontation
YT Zamiah Eyezayah

The world changes you. Make sure you change it right back.

Self-Confidence
YT Nick Sarracco

14.1.2021
Talk in their terms to see glimpse of what you are talking about.
Your challenge is not ever to be moved from one side to another but remain positive presence, a light showing them a way.

YT Martin Faulks

Your guilt acts preemptively too much, too sensitive, too easily. Catch yourself, there is guilt, what rule did I break? I wasn't calling them names. I just said what I needed.

Dr. Aziz, How To Stop Feeling Guilty After You Speak Up

15.1.2021
I learned to prioritize things that bring me peace. Appreciate small things. Observant, see from multiple perspectives, emotionally connected in my relationships.

Life as a Highly Sensitive Person | Learning to Love My Sensitivity

17.1.2021
If one chose to align one’s self with Angra Mainyu (all-evil), one placed one’s own interests above those of others which inevitably would characterize one’s life as contentious, confused, bitter, envious, and petty.
https://www.ancient.eu/zoroaster/

18.1.2021
Other people change their opinion all the time, you think you go along with what they want, in the end they will change. If you follow majority you will never do anything new, original.
YT Daily Stoic

19.1.2021
Consciousness actually recreated itself or split into pieces to experience itself subjectively. It created humans, planets, galaxies so that it can experience itself from another perspective.
YT Gregg Braden Official

The nature of reality of the universe itself appears to be holographic in nature.
Billy Carson

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QskgCfwYO0g


Then where is harm to be found? In your capacity to see it. Stop doing that and everything will be fine.

Marcus Aurelius


20.1.2021
Every disagreement doesn't have to be the cause for war. Let's listen one another.
JOE BIDEN

The Consciousness Matrix.
The universe is composed of interacting energy fields, some at rest and some in motion. It is, in and of itself, one gigantic hologram of unbelievable complexity.
http://CIA.GOV
https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP96-00788R001700210016-5.pdf

21.1.2021
It was like falling into a hole. And it keeps getting bigger and bigger and you can't get out. And all of the sudden you're inside and you're the hole. And you're trapped, it's all over or something like that.

Ordinary People (1980)

22.1.2021
Being in relationship with emotionally unstable person you feel like you never know how are they going to act or what will they say next. But that's no way to live.
YT Life Hack Lion
https://youtu.be/Jl42F3ICJzE

23.1.2021
Objects move in a straight line but within curved geometry. When they fall, objects move straight ahead but the curvature of space-time gives us the impression that these trajectories are deflected.

A new way to visualize General Relativity
https://youtu.be/wrwgIjBUYVc

Objects seem to attract each other when they are simply following the curved geometry in straight lines. If space-time can bend it is due to the existence of a higher dimension. Time can equally bend and curve.

A new way to visualize General Relativity
https://youtu.be/wrwgIjBUYVc


The object moves in a straight line but the curvature of space-time rotates the orientation of this straight line. As humans we do not perceive the temporal speed of objects. We do not perceive the fact that apple has motion through time.
https://youtu.be/wrwgIjBUYVc

Arrogance is one of biggest things that messes up the relationship. Just love people. They don't need a judge. There are no perfect people in this world.
HOUR OF POWER
https://youtu.be/_pEcud9-W7o


24.1.2021
Atmospheric Fireball Explosions worsen in 2020

YT Skywatch Media News
https://youtu.be/jI8sWWdzpvM


Out of sight means out of mind.


25.1.2021
Don't be rude - sugar coat it.


27.1.2021
In toxic or abusive family, or culture or society, the victims get ashamed relentlessly, which can cause them to internalize that and beat themselves up and feel excessive guilt.
Dealing with Guilt and Shame
YT Ana Psychology

29.1.2021
I'm a model. 'Cause I'm supposed to look like what every... woman wants to look like.
film LIPSTICK (1976)


Trap is based on fantasy that fawn state creates. This fantasy says if I can be perfect enough if I can be ideal enough or if I can be less of myself, no wants, no needs, if I am invisible they will stop harming me.

Trauma bond - this is emotional bond with someone who harms us. We believe by loving them more will stop them from harming us. Antidote is self advocacy.


Oh, you see children? It's not hard to be normal.
film POLYESTER (1981)


'538'
Polyester (1981)

30.1.2021
See this white bird, prisoner of the sky
In his big starry cage
Me, from time to time I feel the same
To this eternal exile

Joe Dassin - L'albatros

31.1.2021
He could leave at any time. If he was more than just a vague ambition, if he was absolutely determined to discover the truth, there's no way we could prevent him. Truman prefers his cell, as you call it.
THE TRUMAN SHOW (1998)

 You do not use logic and careful analysis.
You do not hypothesize and test.

'You Are Not So Smart'
Book by David McRaney